Unhappily

I match energies, 

and yours sucks.

Escape into a fantasy like 

it's a fucking job

and with any luck,

it will be.

Shit attitude and 

dirty house.

Why isn't anything clean?

Hope you all like the flaws in

the other.

It's all that you 

can see.


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